So recently I have gone through a situation yet once again that reminds me of highschool. Without naming names or saying to much about the situation, it was a situation that yet again brought to my attention how little you really can trust people these days. Even people who you deemed as your closest friends.
It's hard when you are presented with information or a situation that is very upsetting becasue its hard not to get emotional about it. And then when you react to that situation that you didnt bring on yourself you are acused of being drama.
I hate when people are so dramatic yet they accuse you of being drama, because you reacted to the drama they just brought to your door.
Anyways Sometimes I wish I was a man because for some reason if you have balls, this kind of stuff doesnt really happen. Men just punch eacother in the nuts and then 10 min later they are friends, and no one cares anymore. It isnt brought up and thrown in your face 6 months later.
I have learned that sometimes you cant even trust your best friends, and people who think would never hurt you. I think from now on I wil be a little more careful about who I tell anything personal to. Which really sucks because I love to trust people, especially your closest friends.
I do appreciate those constant friends in my life that have always been there for me, despite my personality flaws, and who have always been trust worthy. I guess you have to get burned to truly appreciate those people.
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Okay so who's butt do I need to kick?! Or balls to punch? I don't mind. I hope that your heart can heal quickly from the way that you have been hurt. It always hurts the most when it's by someone that matters the most to you. I'm sorry you're having a rough time. I wish I could give you a big hug.
k.. tell me now. we have punched each other to know.. we love each other.. so tell me what happened?!
Family is always there though! I love you!
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